Can anyone say that they truly know themselves? The more i interact with the outside world, the more i find the need to portray a certain image, be it sensible, cool, fun-loving, shy, forth-right, and so on. The greatest irony is that i'm not sensible, cool, fun-loving, shy, forthright, etc all the time. Sometimes, i don't even know who i am, the face that i present to different people are according to the expectations they have of me, or how i want to be seen by them. I can be tactful, and tactless, noisy and quiet. I can be a crazy woman, crack lame jokes, and yet present a detached and confident front. Am I putting on an act, yes, I would think so, but that's also part of who I am. The crux of the whole matter is what kind of facade i am putting on for different people. I can feel excitement and apprehension, joy and jealousy- all these emotions are not isolated and alone. So who am I? I don't really know, only that i'm complicated enough to give myself a splitting headache if i try to dissect and reason why i feel what i feel. I'm past the stage of agonising about myself, it won't help matters if i moan about things without doing anything about it. so.. what am i gg to do abt it?