I wish I can throw myself into
the freezer
and hibernate for a thousand years-
I hate the sense of utter
uselessness
that I am feeling now;
How I wish I could
bury myself 6 feet beneath
Hell
and stay there for at least
a century
before someone digs my
rotten body from the ground-
my frustration that shrieks
from the holes in my
head
can be heard all the way
in Atlantica-
seeping from gaping wounds
and infested innards.

16 June 2006

AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!! I cant study, I HATE MYSELF.... urgh...