Wednesday, March 29, 2006

A delight in sensations

The melt of the richness

running in sweetness

the confusion of senses

all ending in joy...

CHOCOLATE!

29 March 2006

hahaz, can u guess what i'm doing while typing? Dat's right, eating chocolate!
Yep, sweet delight, guilty pleasure, all rolled in one... Wonder why i'm still so slack, going to revise some econs in awhile.
I think i've got a huge problem- i find it hard to talk to Mrs Ng! ono... how? I get so overcome by this sense of guilt about not having done enough for art, and i think i'm giving her alot of trouble over my theme cause it's so crap, haiz... she's like afraid to talk to me cause dunno wad to say for the theme...
sighs, feel so lag, but i don't seem to be able to relax... maybe dat's why i suddenly got the urge to eat chocolate- that only happens when i get stressed, but then again, it didn't happen for my tests... i'm going to use my uneasiness and channel to doing my work. Feel so hyper now, can't relax, and desperate to do something so i'll feel beta... i think i'm so extreme, like extremely weird, argh... After block tests then study, siao!
Feel like hitting my head on the wall, but noe it's not going to help, much, so better start work before i lose momentum... Jia you!

P.s. hmmm, notice i've been saying 'jia you' to spur myself on... is it a futile effort to motivate myself? (haiz, am i reduced to self-analysis now? maybe from what Faith said, the thing about what u draw reflects what you r thinking...haz)

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