I have been abandoned
subject to the rude wind that blows
unceasingly, callously.

I feel the pressure
of a sea of waves
crashing down on me.

I cannot breathe
I feel so lost
yet i suffer in silence.

What is the point
of screaming,
knowing that no one will save you?

To live is to suffer,
to cower from pain;
would you not live at all?

16 May 2006

I haven't been updating on this blog, been feeling really busy, plus the fact that i get headaches from long exposure to the screen. Will try to keep up, though not very optimistic. Hardly had time to edit the dedications that i just put up.

Hope that it'll get better, and for the stress to go away. Benn in a daze for the past few days. Cao...