In Lonely Existence

Its mouldering walls were once opulent,
its past much turbulent.
In lonely existence,
its grieving mistress giving no resistance.

Quiet is the wind,
when she starts to sing,
with high wails and grieving mind,
groaning pain with every echoing ring.

When will they believe,
that past her given reprieve,
would her anguished soul rise,
to avenge all that caused her demise?

7 April 2006

Update on yesterday, since i forgot some details in my rants. The professors from NTU came to give a speech, and now i'm excited all over again by Psycology and English, both of which seem to cover a wide variety of fields that i like. I wonder if i'll go into Arts and Media Design now, with so many other choices available...

Anyway, today's practical was spent on completing the final composition for the painting i need to do over the weekend and cutting the lino print, which was surprisingly easy and fun. Contrary to Mrs Ng's worries, the hot pan turned out to be a waste of money cause the lino melted over it, argh... what a disastrous start to a perfectly fine piece of cooking appliance (sarcasm intended, of course), i feel so guilty for ruining Mrs Ng's concern for mi:( There's like rubber stuck on it la, so horrid.

Today we also continued watching Great Expectations from yesterday, and it's a great show, although they cut alot of scenes to fit it into the appropriate time-span. One good thing is that i got back my Great Expectations essay and i can say that i'm really relieved i didn't screw this up. With the C and F for art and Econs respectively, i need a good grade to show my parents, or i'll die a slow death cooked over fires hotter than hell, or worse. It's all in my mind of course, but i hate admitting that i've been slack (and i have to), haiz...

Can't really get into the writing mood, today's dedication sux...wonder how everyone else did for lit? I want to noe my grade for gp, though i hesitate to ask. It's gg to be bad, although i didn't fail... what am i going to show my parents?

p.s. xx broke up wif her bf, again. hopefully for the last time. I really hate to see her go through all the emotional upheavals when all that i've heard about him is not endearing, seriously, but think i'm not in the position to comment. Jia You!